compromise is easy..that's why we do it

com·pro·mise
I am sitting here wondering; why do I settle for things knowing that I should wait because my return will be so much greater? I am wondering why in my life have I "settled" in some areas...settled and NOT let God be able to bring me what HE KNOWS is perfect for me. I try to play god and rule over my own life...truthfully I have no idea what I would do if tomorrow a life altering event happened to me. Sure, we all say; "well i'd do this..or we would make sure we say or do this." I infuriate myself thinking about what stupid decisions I will make tomorrow, what unwholesome thoughts I will have, what words I will use verses what words I SHOULD use, how I WON'T manage my time as wisely as I should. Accountability is under appreciated and too often overlooked as a possible way to get closer to the Cross. I am making my list of a few goals visible for you to see so that in the coming weeks when you think of it, pray for me that I will be diligent about accomplishing these goals. Sorry for my random rambling of things...but this is what's on my chest!

goals (no particular order)
1. successfully and faithfully start a bible study with the young men in the student ministry
2. prayerfully seek a true hardcore accountability partner
3. let go of some things that have me trapped spiritually

later guys
miller